First Week at Work

I can't believe time flies....i have been working for six days already....i thought of updating my blog everyday to talk about my work but i was too tired....on the way back home my brain already half asleep....80km/h is my driving speed when i drive back home....taking my own sweet time....Malaysian drivers are idiots...especially those big ass lorries...everytime I drive slowly there will be one big ass lorry behind my 'ass' trying to bang or come closer or put high beam...ish...can't they drive slow too plus they are huge....it's dangerous for them to drive fast...whenever they try to come close i will 'play' with them...either i go even slower or i will keep the distance with the other lorry on my left and this will make the lorry hard to go faster or try to 'cut' me....because they have two ways to go either i give way or they use the left lane unless they have the balls to go right lane and 'cut' me instead....anyway this is not my first time...

okay back to the things that i want to say....oh my god....every Monday is a meeting day for everyone....first day of work was tiring for me because the meeting starts at 9.30a.m and ends at 3.00p.m....our lunch was Maccas...lol...ever since i came back from Perth i hardly go maccas because there are not much choices to choose....i tried the apple pie and ice cream...don't like it....prefer Perth....NO CARAMEL SUNDAE~~~~ =< ..... *sweat* I'm suppose to talk about my work how come this maccas food topic pop out...anyway I was not the only one whose new...there was another two new girls got recruited...basically the meeting is for three of us to understand their whole job scope...and we are divided to three teams....this is not fighting teams okay....everyone is helping each other...no competition....ha-ha...finally i know what they are doing....i would say this is a retail consultant job and they do everything for shopping malls....i was like oh okay this job quite challenging and heaps of hard work plus thinking...it's not easy...from the one weekof self learn i realize this coming weeks will be tough for me because i have heaps to learn...especially the blueprint layout...it's not easy to understand...too complicated...ha-ha you guys must be wondering why am i studying all these......oh ya by the way the job i applied was suppose to be management trainee but during the interview the interviewee 'upgrade' it to marketing officer with no experience instead...well I admit that i don't have much working experience though i list down some of it...but to them it's not and we are fresh graduate so we HAVE to learn everything from scratch...the pay for me is quite okay but as long as i perform well definitely they will increase my salary...oh well...no experience cant expect so much....and right now gaining more experience is important.....so back to my 'storytelling' again....you guys must be wondering why I'm learning all this.....well we are retail consultant so we have to understand the blueprint layout because architect's work are not perfect so we need to analyze and explain why we change this and that *this is where arguments happened*....calculate the shop lots....decide which tenants to be placed....need to read the research done by the market researchers before deciding....make follow up calls if they interested...meet the tenant.....comment about brochures....(related to design)...ha-ha even designing a brochure is also part of our job....mechanical engineering like fire exit, lifts, AHU, Air conditioning and etc etc....site visit to learn the whole construction thingy....i haven't got the chance to 'explore' yet..

well the most I did was calculations...ha-ha i haven been calculating for ages....since..... Finance Introductory 201......eh wait a minute....the last time i calculate was SMALL BUSINESS and STRATEGIC MARKETING.....whoa....first semester in CUrtin was a disaster....he-he lazy to talk about it....oh ya another one is BUSINESS CAPSTONE....but all of these are not related because the ones i count was triangle, squares, rectangles and trapeziums...ha-ha...mathematics calculation.... after multiplying(squares and rectangles) or divide by two (triangle) i have to multiply 10.764....one meter per square equals to 10.764 per square feet...ha-ha...this formula must be remembered in heart....learn the market research, blueprint layout, tenant mix, basically the whole project....currently my team is doing a very big project.....so one good thing is i get to learn from scratch how a shopping mall is build...

basically this whole week was just self learning… The official training day will be on 30th April (Wednesday)...
my boss say bear with us within this one week plus…oh well I can see that everyone is busy and deadlines are very near especially our team….I walked around and ask what are they doing, why, how and when…. It's not wrong to ask questions and must not hesitate…. =D I think I will like this job because it's more suitable for women….get to know the latest fashion trends, new foods and new people…. We are invited to fashion shows on Thursday and Friday night…great experience….this is my first time to actually watch fashion shows though I do a lot of shopping but I didn't bother to watch….he-he got invited means drinks(wine, champagne, Fruit punch) and tidbits are served…. So….during the both fashion shows I drank two glass of wine…I wanted more but too bad I can't because I'm driving…. My colleague told me I was blushing…ha-ha... I haven't been drinking for such a long time already…grrrrrrrrrr……. *thinking of vodka cruiser now* I love some of the clothes…I wish I'm rich~~~~~

ha-ha I still have more to say but I think it's getting longer and longer… so I shall stop here…

P.S: There's three males in the office…mostly are females…because this job is more suitable for women…. Sounds like discrimination right….. he-he....

Manchester United Vs Chelsea.....1-2..... *sigh*

cheers….

Relieved

o.0 this few days its such a depressing days for me...cant eat and sleep properly...almost fall sick...bugging my friends...especially my best friend....I called her everyday...one day she will received at least four to five calls from me...But she never complaint because she knows me very well....come on....ten years of friendship....nothing can beat that..ha-ha feel so proud to say that....=P she keep supporting and giving me advice...i can say most of the things she say i listen....but if its about love then its different...he-he...because I'm so stubborn...(should get rid this attitude) but i don't think i can..its hard....he-he....anyway after all the depressing days finally i got an answer from him...though it hurts and i admit that i still like him....but i should be fine after sometime...( I know I can do it) gambatte....she also say that let it come naturally...don't rush...why you so afraid that you can't find one?? plenty of choices...so don worry....lol....the way she say sounds like I'm so desperate to get one....oh well....like i said she knows me VERY well....probably after this i will stop looking for a new one (temporary)...because I felt I had enough of heartbroken and betrayal.....maybe my true love is still somewhere and looking for the right time to approach me...so yeah...no worries...I will wait....and.......right now the most important thing is my job....get more working experience...grab opportunities...get promoted.....get good pay....future plans......these are the things that i should be thinking of....and I have a good news to share which is I've got a job and starting on Monday (21st April)....*cant wait cant wait* before that i applied for management trainee but somehow during the interview the director said how about i put you as the marketing officer but no experience...i was like okay...though i did list few working experience but to them its not....anyway its true also that i don't have much working experience...i told them I'm a fresh grad so if this is my first job I'm willing to learn from scratch.... :)

so what did i do today...he-he.... i went shopping with my sister....i spent quite alot using my credit card *when statement comes i'm not paying for it keke* .......about RM500.....i bought one formal shirt and jacket plus two pants at Padini concept store..... another three formal shirts (G2000, Jusco and Elements).... 5 bags in total...lol...quite tiring carry those bags around...ha-ha...every time i go shop with my sister...I'm always the one with the most bag and she will start complaining already.....she can be impatient too...because i keep asking her is it ok, or the previous one looks nicer, are you sure, which one better, and repeat the same question again....oh ya...i said to myself not to go Elements again because the salesgirls there are too 'desperate' to sell their shop's clothes....whenever i grab one to have a look she will keep saying oh this is the new one...just arrived...how about u try it on....very nice....I was like....*stop it....I just wanna have a look and if I saw the one i like i will try it on*.....in the fitting room....*i was still changing* she bring like two to three clothes and ask me to try...i was like no thanks no thanks...i'm still trying others....so no need to bring more for me....well is not i want to talk bad about them..yes...its right to talk nicely to customers but the way they approach is abit too much....customer still trying clothes she asked miss are you done ??? can i have a look??? *sweat* I manage to use my atm card in Elements but i couldn't use it for Jusco because they say Maybank only....ish......

anyway I'm starting my work on Monday....abit nervous....hopefully everything goes well.... :)

cheers....

Hes not the ONe

heartbroken....lost my appetite to eat....and the worst thing is i had interview today....but manage to get through....looks like hes not the one.... just because i change the status was playing around would make a such big impact for him...I did apologize but he don bother so i guess its the end though i still like him alot...like i said before why all my good things come to an end.... *blaming myself right now*.....i experienced long distance relationship and it came again...actually when i start this relationship my instinct told me i will make it this time but its not...i tried so very hard for this relationship but this is what i get....whenever he say that seven words...i just kept quiet and never complain....because i have plans in mind too and i guess i will just 'throw' everything in the bin...

ha-ha now i think why on earth did i do all the convincing thingy (almost got it), call agent non stop and arguing...actually its just a waste of time and effort...i want to go back Perth so badly is because of freedom...and hes one of the reason too..ha-ha if one day my friends ask me wheres my aussie boyfriend?? when is he coming to Malaysia to visit you?? bring him and meet us we wanna see him...well i will just say we din go well and distance problem...yeah u guys are right long distance relationship are very hard to maintain...anyway i just gotta stop thinking about going back and get a job asap...i just love to keep myself busy and i don't have to think so much.....

well life goes on and i believe that i can move on very fast.....its not because i found a new guy....its because no point making yourself suffer....to be honest this is my first time i make myself starve....woke up so early...skipped my breakfast...and it was lunch time *time passed so fast*...i went downstairs to get some food...sat in front of my laptop all of the sudden don feel like eating...when i see the food i think its disgusting....*i almost miss my interview for today*.. i got a call asking why have i not turn up for interview...i said i thought it was 5.30..she say no....its 2.30 oh welll she try to rescheduled put it tmr morning or afternoon but i cant make it cause i have interview in the morning...then she say how about u come at 4.30 later....i say okay.....phew the lady was kind enough to give me another chance....

overall the interview was fine...the job scope...not too bad...if i got a job offer from them that will be good..
luckily i did not let those things get on me....after the interview i feel like puking because i haven eaten anything since morning...once i got home i straight away took my leftovers (rice, meat,egg,vege and fish)....before i start eating my dad say don't eat those leftovers...i say doesnt matter just put in microwave will do but my mum stop me instead cause the food was so 'dry' she just pour the soup on it....and i just eat...ha-ha i said to myself never ever skipped my brunch anymore....and if i do this again i will get a serious gastric...those leftovers are my breakfast lunch and dinner..

anyway i believe that he wont talk to me anymore...and probably he block my msn too...

P.S: my wound is getting worse... =<

New Haircut and Colour

Before

After

Saturday 12 April 2008 is the day i went hair saloon to get my new haircut and colour...it took me about 5 hours to get everything done...first they offer me the seat and put towel around my neck and i was served with chinese tea....later the guy asked just cut i said no cut plus colour...so he say i need to wash my hair and then i sit down for awhile his manager came asking me what hairstyle i want...ha-ha i was unsure and keep saying i want this and that but after few seconds i change my mind....he-he im always like that when comes to cutting my hair because i love my hair so much and afraid i would make it look ugly...too choosy too fussy till he went to someone else and cut thier hair first so i waited for one hour...finally he ask his junior to colour my hair first...*should had ask him to do it earlier* sigh i sit till my ass pain...so bored though they provide us magazines to read...pity my sis...she accompany me for the whole day...his junior was quite friendly and nice we chat quite a lot and i share my perth experience to him...say when i came back from Perth i don't get to see aussie guys anymore...all also malays and indians...he-he i told him the gals there are pretty...he was like oh really...i say yeah.... =D

thy keep asking me when is the last time u cut and colour your hair...i said 6 months ago and the colour is one year ago and guess what.... the junior said my hair colour looks like those rusty metal thingy colour....oh well....i did not get new hair colour for one year already...so thats why it doesn't look nice anymore plus my new hair is growing which makes it two colours....black and 'rusty' colour...i also told them its a aussie girl who cut my hair and it cost me AUD25 =RM70.... JUST CUT....

I'm so afraid to cut so much cause i love my hair.... .i know its all right to be short cause it will get long very fast but for me i want it long no matter what... well u can c a little bit of difference..The colour i chose was copper blonde (not so bright not so dark)....i dye red and violet before so now try copper blonde.....now i feel my hair lighter and shorter though theres not much difference...my hair is too much, messy and 'heavy' so its time to make my hair tidy and nice...

so how much i spent for my hair.....senior cut, wash, blow, colour and treatment = RM198.....
i guess its a standard price for those long hairs....

P.S: Senior manager very unfriendly and cocky.......his juniors are so much better than him....
thinking of going back to get a new haircut again?? well i will think about it....

My Best Friends

Helen, Crystal, Grace, Saneny

we had our dinner at the Italiannese restaurant at Sunway Pyramid...though the food is expensive but it's worth it to pay...they have good foood especially the desert....

Saneny is the elderest second is ME third is crystal and the youngest is Helen....

They are my best 'sisters' friends of all...ten years of friendship...ha-ha...its hard to find good and trustworthy friends like them... among 4 of us i can say I'm the most stubborn girl...whatever story i share with them they always 'scold' me..i know its for my own good but sometimes I just want to have fun and enjoy as much as possible though i 'wasted' the fun of a teenager....trust me they know me very welllllll.......

i knew Helen first before Crystal and Saneny....first impression......we have nicknames but i wont reveal it here...ha-ha....
Helen = the first thing that come to my mind is PRETTY...I'm sure everyone agrees that...u can see from the photo....HOT SEXY MAMA...shes the youngest among four of us but she got married first....surprise har~~~ =D
Crystal = Noisy Noisy Noisy Noisy... its the truth she really talks alot especially when both of us are together (not lesbians okie!!!) we make alot of noise till the other two cant stand it...oh welll...both of us are LEOS....ha-ha...love to joke, play and ARGUE.... i still remember her throwing pillow sign means a hello to me.... =P
Saneny = QUiet...she is quiet and very very polite and soft spoken....but when she do funny acts and faces....shes HILARIOUS....we always call her princess princess......ha-ha....

i miss those days when we were in secondary schools all the laughter, fun, noisiness, and etc etc..... he-he...i still remember everyone in our school loves to say things behind our backs and till now we do not know why they still do that... whats wrong with four of us...?? anything wrong?? why don't they just tell us right in front of our face....hmmmm.... probably they just jealous of us or something else which i do not know...i thought maybe they never expect four of us would stay so long as friends and always trust each other....or probably they think we are too cocky or arrogant...*which i think its not*... oh well...i have no idea and i don't give a damn...

all of us found our love ones...but the next stage is whether is he the one...well i can tell u guys that...HELEN is married and has 2 kids.....CRYSTAL is getting engaged next year.....SANENY is getting married next year...ha-ha so i can say they found their MR RIGHT already...so how about GRACE.....er......i don't know....like I said on my previous blog hope the guy i found now will be the ONE...time will prove everything.... =P

they are not the only one getting married even my other schoolmates too...either engaged or getting married but few of them are officially married and have their own kids already...soooooooo looks like i will be receiving heaps of wedding invitation than me sending out the invitation....ha-ha....who knows i might be the last one to get married...

P.S: We are celebrating our 10th years of friendship this year....

cheers....

Ouch!!!!

we were getting ready to go out for dinner and something happened...

This is our family car (Kia Naza Ria)

my seat

i was about to step in

that is where my skin (knee) got sliced...the rubber came off
but my dad put it back already...

end up i got this deep deep wound...can't stop bleeding...
i changed about 5 plasters....

One Month in Malaysia

Officially one month I’m in Malaysia now... but still my heart is in Perth… miss my friends, miss my life there, miss maccas gang, and many more but the one I miss most is HIM…why every time all the good things come to an end… sigh… if only my dad let me continue my post grad there and apply for PR…but I’m trying my very best to convince him….*finger cross* anyway within one month I have been enjoying my extra holidays and….. Looking for a job… send more than 10 resumes been to 10 interviews but I still can’t find the right job for myself… because of my pickiness and choosiness I lost a job opportunity.. Learnt a lesson so if they offer me a job with the salary which all the interviews I went is the same I will just accept it.. for me now experience is much more important than the pay… hopefully I can get one as soon as possible cause I always have this I can’t stay at home diseases.. Even though I manage to enjoy the one year freedom in Perth but still for me is not enough…. Coming back here makes me feel I’m back to my old life again…. As usual parents calling ask to come back early…get scolding because of the way I wear… rushing me to get a job… and they were unhappy about me getting a Aussie bf by the way his name is BEN but for me I’m happy and lucky… oh well I just ignore and I’m trying my very best for this relationship… I just wish I’m in Perth…. I can do whatever I want…. The latest time I came back home was 2 a.m…oh my god…during that time I’m happily drinking vodka cruiser with my house mate or clubbing till six in the morning…. Gosh…miss those days….

About shopping… hmmm I did not shop much not because I can’t afford to buy is the style and design of the clothes… honestly to say I still prefer to shop in Perth… SUpre, Cotton on, forever live, Jay Jays, City Beach and the name keeps going on and on…. The ways Aussie girls wear are simple…. One piece of dress and thongs (slippers) that’s it or a top with shorts and thongs… over here if Malaysian girls wear that way everyone will be looking at you with their weirdo kind of looks especially those Malay guys….grrrr.....my mum keep asking me to wear more cover more but i won't listen...i know its for my own good but i just wear which i feel is comfortable... like i mention earlier i haven been doing a lot of shopping...

ha-ha I can say there are FEW good things about coming back to Malaysia… The first one is I get to eat my mum’s cook and till now I can’t cook good food though I had been in Perth for one year and guess what BEN is a good cook too but I tried once… hopefully he will cook more for me … *hint hint*….. Second is meeting my friends especially my BEST FRIENDS…. Miss them so much… for me they are the best… they know me very well and always advice me this that… we have been friends for 10 years already.. It’s not easy to find BEST friends… so we plan to celebrate our 10^th Friendship Anniversary this year… supposing it was confirmed to be 08 08 08 but they can’t wait for that day because its taking too long so we will celebrate earlier probably on May or June… ha-ha….can’t wait can’t wait…. I’m happy for them…. U know why??.... Cause one is married, one is getting married next year and the other one getting engaged next year… so WHAT ABOUT ME??? Everyone ask me the same question I just answer…Well…. I’m not sure when will this thing happened to me… ha-ha… I felt left out but it’s all right I still get to choose my Mr. Right which I hope the guy I found will be the ONE… thirdly is car car car car…. I can drive wherever I want…I don’t have to wait for the bus anymore… the public transport here sucks… it’s not as efficient as Perth though they are trying to make it better…. LOL~~~ that’s the only few good things I could think of…

oh ya i got my tax refund cheque from Australia...ha-ha I think i deserved even more...BEN say i'm not suppose to pay so much tax because i'm working casual...lol...when he showed me his pay slip i was surprise to see that im paying almost the same amount as him...oh well doesn't matter anymore as long as i manage to get everything back that should be fine for me... and now i have to settle my superannuation cause they put my name wrongly and have to get what Justice of Peace to certify my documents are original in order to verify my details and re correct my name...grrr....should be done pretty soon....

cheers....

My New Blog

From now onwards i will start blogging here...no more friendster...I just copy and paste my post from friendster...but not all...because i have 42 post so i decided to start from the Perth post.... I hope everyone will read my blog and give some comments....

cheers....