sunday 15/10/06..suppose 2 b a family day but evy sunday go wit family i feel v bored..if happy is bcos thy can buy watever i want witout usin my money..haih..i felt lik im a bird in a cage den can hardly fly away cos evytime oso cant go out wit frens especially at nite..evnthgh my parents met thm b4 oso cant go out..sometimes i feel my life sucks n v bored..im jealous of my frens cos thy can go out at least thy hav the freedom but me evytin oso canot so sien evy nite stay home do ntg but i oso nd 2 study too..haih kp on study n study oso will feel bored so all my precious leisure time is at home n listenin music plus surf net la..on9 game le i start 2 feel bored too cos i don hav the mood 2 play..but nw le even more strict i cant play on9 game anymore wat the hell so i hav2 go cyber cafe but not evyday i go la once in a while lik tat..evyday go i pokai lo..sy bout money i even more angry la..my parents don let me work outside but evytime oso complain me waste moey on stupid tings duno how2 save..well if thy let me work PART TIME at least i still hav my OWn pocket money rather den evyday tak money frm u n hear u naggin all the way..so tats y i sy my life sucks cant do tis n tat..tis mak me duno how 2 face outside world cos im afrraid 2 face it lo..all my frens oso knw i cant go out thy knw how i feel but my best frens ask me 2 b patience walauyeh how la..adi 21 yrs old liaole tis tat canot..go yum cha wit fren pu tak boleh..APA PUN TAK BOLEH..sien le..i pass my exam 4 thm 2 c cos i expect thm at least giv me some freedom..izit too much ar??i duno la but tis is the way i can tink bout..but it nvr work..if i fail le thy bla bla bla bla..if i pass thy feel relief la n stop bla bla bla bla..haih y lik tat 1....evytime thy ask me not 2 do tis n tat but i still 1 2 do it..lik alcoholic drinks, clubbing tis 2 i lik the most but is my parents make me cant go clubbing..so evytime oso i hav 2 curi curi drink beers durin my fren dinner o marriage dinner o watever la....i was wonderin since u don trust all my fren who brin me out shoppin la clubbing la o watever la y don u jz let me find bf..den evyday go out wit bf at least u don hav 2 wori..but i knw tis wont work cos if i find bf oso mus b tis tat..sien la....i lik cant hav my own decision makin..i knw parents r the most powerful ppl in the world but sometimes if u care too much oso not realy good..some of my frens jealous me pulak bcos at least i got parents care but thy don hav can ask money frm parents but thy cant n thy nd 2 work hard 2 earn it..well got good n bad 1 la..i nvr work before le except 4 the waitress work jz for 1 mth oso thy don lik adi n the worse part is the person who intro tat workplace 4me is my DAD..is cool workin ther but end up get scold by my parents..but i got no regrets workin there cos i met my bf there..so nw i pa toh oso curi curi..haih evyting oso CURI CURI..quite tired n suffer too but luckily i found tis guy who ustd me n nvr complain anyting cos he sy will wait till i get my freedom..so lik tat lah..1more ting is next year 2007 goin perth australia aiyo man i cant tiink so much after canot come true i realy regret la..cos tats the place where my wings r spread wide lik hell..yeha man..but i oso nd 2 behave too..canot luan luan lai..
i tink is abit silly 2 post tis kind of sotry in blog but i got no frens 2 tok with cos i alwz at home..if call oso waste my money la..my way is go out find fren yum cha..but tis 1 oso canot..u knw wat..i seldom get call frm my best frens askin me out shoppin cos thy knw i cant come out..my college frens ok la..i lik thm la cos thy r funi n alwz plan go here n there i rmbr last time in college alwz alone evnthgh got vivian company me la but ppl got bf adi den i don lik 2 b the SPOTLIGHT but my secondary frens haih some workin la some marry la need2 look after baby la some got bf 4get bout me la..haih i no comment liao....y lik tat la my life..izit last time my life as 'TAN LAY HONG' alwz fly here n there , v naughty n nvr listen 2 parents advice so now tis time my life as TAN LAY HONG which is me need 2 stay in cage la..i was wonderin izit tat way..well no1 knw unless i go find tukang tilik la n ask bout it..haih..tats all bout it la..actually still got alot lo but i duno how2 write it out..
hop my wish can come true..NEX YEAR 2007 GO PERTH AUSTRALIA..
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